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meant to be thinking atm about 3rd year project not worrying about how crap my life will be after cause of the shit decision ive made doing art. shouldve done history :( can only be a teacher which i really dont want to do.no time to do things i enjoy anymore.cant even look how want to dead jealous of the people who get to travle all the time and have no cares. wish i was one of you. meant to be thinking about 3rd year not regretting things but cant help it. not happy
i dont even know what to do....looked at old sketchbook and themes seem to be Time,How things are frozen in different points in their existance-mainly decaying, and what moods these give. Last years final exhiition was quiet abstracty. may look at old work, like my 2d-3d piece again from foundation...where do i start?havent a clue what im doing :(
On a brighter side i started drawing again for the first time in 3 years. its worse than i remember but guess im out of practise. Just keep looking at other peoples work and it kills any confidence ive just gained :( hell am i meant to do with my life?feel so lost :'( i want to go here and stay there, be left alone
